Eloquent insanity

you make me feel that youre there for me alwayz...but i juz dun understand why are you sooo shy in front of me?? its not lyke i am gonna eat you ryte?? why do you act so scared in front of me?? then when you are far away,den you give me that desperate stare...lyke you really wanna hear somethin from me...but...i see you so scared of me...how do you wan me to come to you?? i noe you try to start a conv..bt smtimes i juz duno how to continue it...i noe you feel it too...why are you sooo scared?? i juz dunno wat to say...itz not lyke i am gonna go off my limits ryte?? i am also lyke you..you think my parents give me the freedom to do anything?? haha..be4 i go out oso...they will ask me hundreds of questions...i noe you are an idol..for mostly everyone...but i did not fall for dat idol...i fell for the real you... pls dun get me wrong... i noe some irritating ppl went and made our relationship worse... but at least you could have trusted me ryte?? why didnt you ask me once oso... i didnt noe oso wat they were sayin to you...sme ppl were juz jealous bout both of us...cant you see?? hu... = c.. i juz wish you would have asked me once... or trusted me...now becoz of this...you keep me hanging... you got me bleedin love... and to me...a guy should approach a gal..not a gal goes to a guy...dunt you get it?? i understand...i noe...dat youre shy or scared...but you cant be doin this foreva ryte?? you muz face your fears one day... be4 itz too late... you'd betta do smthin... but i juz want you to noe dat i will alwayz be there for you when you nid me...and my heart will alwayz be with you only... datz for sure... mizz ya durin da hols... hope we will keep in touch 4eva...mwuahxxx...